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I am Elyse Maree, I live how I want to live and love who I want to love. I have many ambitions and goals in life, although you would not know it by just scratching the surface of my life. I want to fall in love as I am, be in a committed relationship as I am, get married, have two children and a house with a white picket fence. I want a perfect life. Unrealistic, I know. But it gives me something wonderful to aim for. I do not get involved in bitching, backstabbing and spreading rumours. That just isnt me anymore, I have grown up and realised life is more than 'he said, she said'. I will talk to anybody about their problems, I will listen and try help you. My dream job would be a photographer. I love taking photographs of everyone and everything. It amazes me that a photo can give you a whole story about someone or something, even though it may not be true. I love ink on skin and metal in skin, I like people who take pride in their appearence. Their hair, make up, clothes. I love how people can be so beautiful in completely different ways. I like to find the beauty in everyone and everything, and if I can't then I find it hard to really attach to it. Ask me anything, I will tell you straight up what I think, even if it pisses you off. Without free speach, where would we be? If you can't handle what I have to say, my judgemental personality or my views, I wont argue with you over it. I will just walk away or block you. Don't waste my time please. Don't be blinded by my appearance and somewhat normal exterior. I’m pretty fucked up. I’ve gone through more shit in fifteen years than anybody should in their whole life, and right now, i'm trying to take a break from reality and try keep myself out of trouble. Yes, i’ve done alot of things i’m not proud of, i’ve lied to the people I love, i've fucked up, i've cheated, i've attempted suicide. I have gone through my fair share of shit. I am really trying to better myself for going back to school next year, and I realise I still have a long way to go until I will be proud to step out in public, although I don't know if that will ever happen, but it's worth a shot. I’m rather shy and unless I am with my friends, I don’t usually go up and talk to people I don’t know, or do know for that matter. This is why many people think i’m shallow, fake and superficial but i'm harder on myself then I am on any other human being.
I'm quite reckless when it comes to taking care of my body, I drink, smoke and casually do drugs. I do them because I like to take a break from reality now and then, and keep my mind off things. But in saying that, I only get drunk once every fortnight, and can count the times I have done drugs on my fingers. I live how I want to live. I have tried being straightedge, but that lifestyle just doesnt work for me. I judge people quite harshly, and I am not very accepting, but once you are my friend, I will love you forever and always and help you with whatever. I love meeting new people, especially if they are interesting and beautiful. If I don't like you, I probably never will again. I can't forgive and forget. Once you fuck me over, it's over. I'll hate you. But apart from holding alot of grudges, I make friends pretty easily. I do not have casual sex, which some people can't handle. I believe sex is something to share with someone that you love, and want to spend your life with. One night stands and flings just don't do it for me. I don't want to have sex with someone I don't know anything about, just to get off. I am very careful with who I sleep with as I care about my reputation. And no I will not send you photos of my boobs, have cyber sex with you or help you get off on webcam. I'm no slut. I do lie alot just to make things go my way, I don't mean to, I have always done it. I always think i'm right, even when i'm wrong. I can be a total judemental bitch at times. I have a mouth like a mother fucking sailor. I'm a bad influence to the naive and will teach you things you never thought possible. At times, it may not seem like I care at all, but I do take everything you say and do to heart. I'm very young, yes, I live in the present, but think about the past more often than any healthy person should.

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